MC Sniper --- BK Love (Windstruck OST)

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yesterday i woke up at like 11 without an alarm clock (that's amazing coz i usually wake up at 1 or 2 pm since i came back home from albany) coz i had a weird dream. i hvnt had dreams for months already and the dream is ridiculous that i cant quite organize the content of the dream...

i went to flushing with mom, while she's waiting for the doctor, i walked around in flushing to buy present for someone. on the way, i saw someone who looks so alike with dal young when seen from a distance, but as he comes closer, it's obvious that he isnt, i felt so embarrassed and at the same time so uncomfortable coz i was looking at him the whole time until he walks close me, and then i find him smiling and waving at me when he passes by =_=|||b

P.S. right before sleeping, i find that someone has posted the kindergarten class photo in the facebook group, i m in it also haha, my face hasn't changed a lot from that, when i first showed mom the photo she says it's impossible that is me becoz she looks ugly, but then after we even counted to see if i was in kindergarten 94-95, she thinks that it's me also, haha we laughed so hard that our stomach ached and couldnt stand up straight

the day b4 yesterday the navy recruiting office phoned me saying that i requested info on their scholarship program...i rmb i received their catalogs abt the scholarship long time ago but i dun think i contacted them at all...anyway the recruiter in the phone asked some of my background info like my age, weight, height, whether i m a citizen or not, my GPA and how much FA i hv got. Then i asked if i need to be in the navy to get the scholarship, he said no. Then he asked me if i can meet him in person the next day and i was thinking in my mind like "ok i dun lose anything if i dun hv to be in the navy". so i met him yesterday in the office and he started interviewing me a little bit and then gave me a test consisting eng vocab, comprehension and math problems, it's actually an easy one, jus that i m not sure abt the vocab ones and i got an 80 on the whole thing. then the recruiter, alex started asking me wt i expect of the future and telling me abt the scholarship programs, the benefits and wt rily is the navy, also the process of actually getting in the navy. so finally i realised that i hv to be a citizen to get the scholarship, and being in the navy can help me to be a citizen faster and thus get the scholarship, they are simply persuading me to be in the navy.i was still confused after hrs of talk coz i was told so many things that i couldnt even understand them all, i only know the main point of all the stuff he told was that there are so many benefits and i m quite attracted coz it's the best backup plan ever, to be a navy reservist (part time) is gd enough...2 days a month and 2 weeks a yr...finally i was asked to think carefully if i want them to reserve a spot for the screening process. now i decide to get the spot first, it's ok if i cant be chosen, but if i m chosen that means i should hv enough strength both physically and mentally for the boot camp afterwards. i cant simply let the chance go by without trying at all. even my parents are supportive coz navy is not the same as army, marine and airforce, navy is like a supporting team rather than rily fighting in the battle field, so i will simply give it a try.

the above was wt i think last night...but now i m not that determined... if i think myself cannot possibly stand the pressure in the boot camp...y do i bother to get the spot for the interview, exam and body check? these days i hv been thinking abt this and my mind still switches between getting the spot and not getting the spot... in case if i get into the boot camp it will be a rily precious experience to change my weaknesses... but i think i cant stand those trainings physically...they are so tough for me... i may be relieved if i cant pass the body check part...but if i pass that also then i cant say i dun wanna go to the boot camp aftwerwards. kenny can do it... this is no doubt coz at least he's a male, but cherry can do it also...she's shorter than me...slimmer than me but i guess her personality is tougher than me...at least she wanna serve in the navy since high sch already... but i m asked to join the navy all of a sudden... gosh...